NEW POST ON WEBSITE

I HAVE POST NEW INFO AND REVIEW ABOUT WEBS HOSTING... I HOPE THAT YOU SEE THE POST IN MY WEBSITE..

MY WEBSITE

JUST WATCHING...

JUST SIT BESIDE MY FRIEND AND WATCH HOW THEY DO THE WORK.... I NOT UNDERSTAND AT ALL WHAT THEY DO, HOW TO DO AND WHERE TO START... I SO HOPELESS....  BEFORE THIS I JUST THINKING THAT WRITING SO HARD AND I DON'T EVEN WANT TO WRITE ANYTHING... NOW I KNOW THAT WRITING IS IMPORTANT.... I HOPE I STILL HAVE CHANGE TO MAKE IT RIGHT...  I REALLY WANT TO CHANGE MYSELF... PLEASE GIVE ME STRENGTH TO CHANGE IT GOD....

Stop Concentred Doing SEO and Backlinks for Traffic

I'm try to learn how to make money from online myself. Till November 2012 I still not able make a cent, and keep needed to use my money to cover for the cost building the website. I'm is a student that don't have income money and survive using my parent money that being send to me monthly. I find myself frustrated in this situation and to make worst, I have done something so stupid that make myself in great debt. I feel the world is again me. I don't know what to do. I'm feel so small now.

write good quality and unique article

I'm now try to do something to reduce the debt that I have now. I have try many thing that say able to make money fast online, but many of them is just a scam that just want your money. Then I'm start to give up, I'm become desperate and I'm shame off myself. Then I say to myself, that I not going to become success if I not going change myself. I remove myself from thinking that I able to make money fast online, there is no fast money online. I need to work myself to make money. I start read article on how to make money online, but I not aim for make money fast. I'm aim for make money slow.


I'm using this website to write my own article, because I read in article that the success people that make real money online and have steady income don't thing that SEO and backlinking method are important in make traffic visitor high, but there just write quality article and the search engine will send the traffic to your website automatically. That set me straight, I'm not going to gave my money anymore to make advertise for drive the traffic to my website. That just going to cost me more money. I'm using the method of writing good quality and unique article for my website.


The result for using writing good quality and unique article still not show, because I'm just start to use this method. The method I use before for my article in this website is spin article. The article that I got from internet, I copy the article and I use spin article software to make the article different from the original article. This is popular method that being use by beginner website builder because they thing if they use the popular article they website going to get more traffic fast. (this is my thinking before) I'm now just going to write myself the article that going to be publish in the my website.


I will post the result of using this method went I get the result. For now this is the only thing that I able to say. Even this method not going get result that I want, I still going to use it and thinking that there is no fast way to get rich. You must learn from below and make mistake. Don't afraid to make mistake, me going to learn something from mistake.(even me)
 
My website

WEBSITE BUILDING.

I HAVE LEARN MANY THINGS THIS COUPLE OF DAYS.....  I LEARN TO MAKE WEBSITE, HOSTING, BUYING DOMAIN, AND SEO....  THE KNOWLEDGE THAT I HAVE NOW GOING TO BE IMPORTANT IN THE FUTURE...  I NEW IN WEBSITE BUILDING....  I NEVER THOUGH THAT BUILD THE WEBSITE IS EASY... THE HARD ONE IS GETTING TRAFFIC TO THE WEBSITE...  TILL NOW I'M STILL THINKING HOW TO GET TRAFFIC TO MY WEBSITE.... I HAVE TRY MANY WAYS TO GET TRAFFIC, BUT STILL DON'T GET IT... I HOPE TOMORROW I GOING ABLE TO ATTRACT MORE TRAFFIC TO MY WEBSITE....

LEARN NEW THINGS

TODAY I LEARN SOMETHING ABOUT GOOGLE...  I JUST KNOW THAT GOOGLE JUST RELEASE NEW ALGORITHM FOR SEARCH ENGINE THAT CALL EXACT MATCH DOMAIN (EMD)...  THIS NEW ALGORITHM HAVE MAKE MANY TOP RANK WEBSITE ON GOOGLE GOING DOWN TO LOWEST...  FOR ME IT'S A NEW WHY THAT GOING TO HELP THE NEW BLOGGER GET RANK FAST IN GOOGLE... I THINK, I GOING TO START MAKE SOME WEBSITE TO GENERATE MONEY TO... I HOPE I'M ABLE TO MAKE SOME MONEY TO HELP ME RECOVERY FROM MY LOSE BEFORE...

TRY TO MAKE MONEY ONLINE

I'M TRY TO LEARN HOW TO MAKE MONEY ONLINE, BUT UNTIL NOW NON ARE WORKING... IT HARD FOR THE FIRST TIMER TO MAKE MONEY ONLINE... IF EASY THEN, MANY THAT ABLE TO MAKE MONEY ONLINE... I THINK THE EASY WAY IS FIND A MENTOR...  THE MENTOR MUST BE THE ONE THAT ALREADY MAKE MONEY ONLINE... THE PROBLEM IS, WHERE I ABLE TO FIND THE MENTOR... IF I ABLE TO FIND, THE MENTOR MUST NOT AROUND ME... THE MENTOR ONLY CAN BE CHAT ONLINE... MAYBE THE MENTOR GOING TO CHARGE FOR THE HELP... THAT WHY THE FIRST TIMER LEARNER LIKE ME NOT GOING ABLE TO MAKE MONEY ONLINE...

GOD HELP ME..

EVERY I DO, IT WILL NOT GOING TO SUCCESS AND WORK... I KNOW, I NEED HELP FROM GOD... GOD I REALLY NEED YOUR HELP...  PLEASE HELP ME GOD... I NOTHING WITHOUT YOU GOD... I REALLY NEED YOU GOD... I WANT CHANGE MY FATE AND FUTURE.... PLEASE ALLOW ME TO CHANGE IT GOD...

WHY....????

WHY EVERY TIME I WANT TO MAKE IT RIGHT I GOING TO FAIL...?? WHY..?? WHY..?? I SICK OF THIS... IS MY LIFE JUST GOING TO BE JUST LIKE THIS..?? IS THAT I'M GOING BECOME FAILURE ALL MY LIFE...??? WHY IS THIS SO HARD..??  WHY..?? GOD PLEASE HELP ME... HELP ME PASS TROUGH THIS.... I'M ALMOST GIVE UP RIGHT NOW... PLEASE HELP ME GOD...!!!

DON'T KNOW

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE RIGHT NOW... I'M NOT IN EMOTIONAL LATELY... THE PROBLEM STILL THERE... I JUST NOW CONCENTRATE TO SOLVING THEM.... THAT WHY I'M NOT IN EMOTIONAL... MAYBE I WILL GET EMOTIONAL BACK IF I ABLE TO SOLVE MY PROBLEM OR IT GETTING WORSE... FOR NOW I JUST UPDATE WHAT EVER I TRY TO DO NOW... I LIKE TO TALK ABOUT MY CLOSE FRIEND.... HE JUST BACK FROM HOMETOWN... BUT WHAT HE DO IS ONLY CALLING HIS GIRLFRIEND... I WANT TELL HIM MY PROBLEMS... BUT HE KEEP GETTING CALL FROM THE GIRLFRIEND.... I'M NOT JEALOUS... I'M JUST NEED THE HELP RIGHT NOW... IT LOOK LIKE I MUST SOLVE THIS PROBLEM MYSELF...

FRIEND...

I HAVE CLOSE FRIEND... BUT I NOT TELL THEM YET MY PROBLEM.... O DON'T WANT TO INCLUDE THEM IN MY PROBLEM... I KNOW THAT ALL MY FRIEND HAVE THEY OWN PROBLEM... I DON'T WANT MAKE THEM THINK ABOUT MY PROBLEM... LET ME TRY TO SOLVE IT MYSELF FIRST... BETWEEN MY FRIEND, I THE LUCKY.... MY FRIEND HAVE A LOT OF DIFFICULT THEN ME... THAT WHY I NOT GOING TO SHARE MY PROBLEM WITH THEM...

A LITTLE SMILE..

TODAY I HAVE A BIT SMILE... I ABLE TO LAUGH BACK.... I ABLE TO REDUCE MAKING MISTAKE... BUT STILL MY PROBLEMS NOT BEING SOLVE YET... I STILL DON'T KNOW HOW TO SOLVE IT.... I SCARE IF MY PROBLEM NEED TO BE TOLD AND I GOING TO HURT PEOPLE I CARE... IT GOING TO MAKE THEM SAD... PLEASE GOD.  PLEASE HELP ME... I REALLY NEED YOUR HELP GOD...!!! I DON'T MIND IF YOU HURT ME, BUT PLEASE DON'T HURT MY LOVE ONE... I'M REALLY BEGGING YOU GOD....

THINKING TO DO STUPID...

I WOKE UP AND THINKING TO DO SOMETHING STUPID AGAIN.... I JUST LOST INTEREST IN EVERYTHING I DO... JUST NOW I DON'T WANT TO DO IT, BUT NOW I WANT TO IT BACK THE STUPID THING.... I'M SO FUCK UP.... WHY MUST I KEEP REPEAT THAT AND END UP REGRET IT.... I DON'T WANT LIVE LIKE THIS... I HATE DO THIS... STILL I KEEP DOING IT... WENT CAN I STOP DOING IT...?? I WANT TO STOP DOING IT....!!  AARRHHH......!!!

SO STUPID..!!

I JUST DONE STUPID THING AGAIN...
WHY DID I KEEP MAKING IT..??
WENT I SEE RICH PEOPLE, I DON'T FEEL JEALOUS OF THEM... BECAUSE I KNOW THEY HAVE GOOD LUCK... BUT WHY CAN I BECOME LIKE THEM..?? I HAVE TRY MANY THING, BUT I STILL CAN'T CHANGE MY FATE...
IS THIS IS THE ONLY LIFE THAT I GOING TO HAVE...?? IS THAT I CAN'T CHANGE THEM...??
WRITING IN THIS BLOG JUST THE ONLY WAY THAT I CAN THINK TO MAKE ME INSANE...
I THINK, IF I DON'T WRITE THIS I MIGHT KILL MYSELF... I SCARE TO DIED, BUT STILL IF THAT GOING TAKE MY PROBLEM AWAY WHY DON'T DO IT....??
I HOPE BY WRITING THIS I GOING TO FORGET MY PROBLEM OR ABLE TO SOLVE IT... I SHAME WITH MY FAMILY.... I LOVE MY PARENTS.... I DON'T WANT TO MAKE THE SUFURE BECAUSE OF ME... RIGHT NOW, I SHOULD BE THE ONE WHO SUPPORT THEM, NOT THEM THAT SUPPORT ME.... I'M SORRY MOM.... I'M SORRY DAD... I'M JUST USELESS SON... I ALWAYS DISAPPOINTED YOU...
I JUST REALY HOPE THAT I CAN HELP YOU... BUT I'M JUST A FAILURE... I JUST LOSER.. AND I JUST GOING TP KEEP YOU SAD... I KNOW YOU SAD... I'M SAD TO... I SAD WITH MY LIFE RIGHT NOW...

NEW THINGS..

I HOPE WHAT I DO JUST GOING BECOME SUCCESS ABIT, BUT IF IT FAIL, I CANT SAY ANYTHING. I JUST ALREADY KNOW THAT MY LIFE IS ALWAYS GOING TO BE LIKE THIS..
I NEED A LITTLE BIT OF MOTIVATION...
TRY TO DOING SOMETHING MEANING, BUT NOT GOING TO MAKE MY LIFE BECOMES HARDER... HOPE GOING TO BE OK....

STUPID AGAIN...!!!

Even went wake up from sleep, I still making stupid things... I'm realy hopeless... Keep making mistakes for myself..
Raining with thunder outside my home now... I can't do anything now.. My life is going keep become like this..?? Can I change my life..?? Is that I have being destiny to be like this..?? I keep try to change my life, but keep back to become stupid life... Every time I try to change it, I will going to do stupid thing...?? It realy like this is my life..!! Stupid life..!!!

STUPID DECISION..!!!

Have done something stupid. I don't know if I should tell or not...
I just think all the thing that I will going to do will become fail..
Even my grammar is stupid...
I feel like want to kill myself...!!!
I don't blame anyone, I just blame myself..
How can I change my stupid decision....???
No one know my stupid decision, except God...
I shame myself with God...
What I need to do now..??